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Chapter 8: I Feel You…

March 5th, 2008 · 5 Surrendered

…continue from Chapter 7: The Dream

It’s strange how I could feel him. How?

Since he’s a pilot, most of the time he might have to wake up very early in the morning or odd hours either when we were on the same side of the world or the other side of the world to get ready to work. Many times I would wake up in the middle of the night and would try to see what time it was. Then after that I would go back to sleep.

It’s not one time but many times. It’s quite strange. I asked him what he’s been up to when he’s online or called me, he would tell me everything starting from the time he woke up. That’s how I realised those were the times when I woke up in the middle of the night to look at the clock, those were actually the time he woke up!

Besides that, sometimes, out of sudden I would have butterflies in my stomach. I had no idea why until I found out from our conversation either online or on the phone that I had butterflies in my stomach when he thought of me! *BLUSH* I didn’t tell him anything about this. He’s the one that told me he had thought of me during so and so time. Those were the times the butteflies attacked me!

There were also times I actually woke up in the middle of the night because of the butteflies! While I was sleeping, he’s working, flying long haul on the B744. During his flight, when there’s not much to do in the cockpit, he would think of me and smile to himself. His co-pilot would sometimes tease him about it. That’s the time I would wake up suddenly because my stomach was full of butterflies! Also, when he’s at the other side of the world, wide awake and thought of me, I would wake up suddenly because of that feeling too.

After so many experiences like this, I was sure that I could feel him. I did tell him about it after quite sometimes and of course we’re happy about it. He never felt me though… I guess… He never told me about it except telling me that he thought of me and he missed me.

This is one amazing thing that could happen when you are in love. Isn’t love a beautiful thing?

To be continued…

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  • 1 ahlost // Mar 5, 2008 at 4:53 pm

    Eee.. I never feel JF wor.. *LOL*

    I think I’m not in love with him *ROFLMAO*

  • 2 sweet surrender // Mar 5, 2008 at 6:32 pm

    ahlost, hahaha… Different ppl have different way ma hahaha… there’re so many ways and things that love can do.

  • 3 SilverIsle // Mar 5, 2008 at 10:42 pm

    Love is really a weird but wonderful feeling. I miss having all that feelings but I am currently not prepared at all to give it all out again. ='(

    Anywayz, really enjoy reading your stories. Happy for you that you’re able to stand up from it and share with us!

  • 4 sweet surrender // Mar 6, 2008 at 3:17 pm

    Silverisle, 🙂 Thanks for reading.

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