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So Close Yet So Far

February 5th, 2007 · 10 Surrendered

Why? Why always me? Why everytime when I almost got something, it’s always taken away from me? Everytime like that, 10 times 9 times like that. So unfair! Why I can’t get what I want?!?!? I worked so hard for them, put all the efforts into them, at the end they are taken away from me.

When I want something, I couldn’t get it instead those that I didn’t want keep coming straight to my face? Or should I just accept whatever that is coming to me? Take the second best instead of the best? NO WAY! Why should I do that?!?! I don’t deserve to be treaten this way! I only deserve the BEST nothing but the BEST! Maybe I had set the goals too high? WHAT!?!?! Is it wrong to set high goals? We’re supposed to work hard and always aim for the best? That’s what we are taught, no? Or we should just blame it on luck? If that so… Then I’m constantly having bad luck on just about anything that I do. Right?!!?!?

I feel so ANGRY, sad, desperate, hopeless, uncertain, negative… Negative… They are all NEGATIVE! It’s not one time but almost everytime! I hate it! When will this ever end?

Categories: Heart Matters

10 surrendered so far ↓

  • 1 crispy // Feb 5, 2007 at 9:44 am

    its all corrupt… really beyond our control sometimes so dont get too upset over it

  • 2 sweet surrender // Feb 5, 2007 at 11:37 am

    Sigh… Sien arrr… Everytime like that .

  • 3 Pink Cotton // Feb 5, 2007 at 11:37 am

    *hug*

    don worry…better days WILL come for sure!!

  • 4 sweet surrender // Feb 5, 2007 at 11:45 am

    I wish… Seems like they are on going for years already. 🙁 When will it stop? I feel like I’m reaching the limit already.

  • 5 Wuching // Feb 5, 2007 at 11:54 am

    karma is saving all ur goodies so it can give it to u in one big goodness!

  • 6 sweet surrender // Feb 5, 2007 at 2:06 pm

    *cross my fingers”

  • 7 miracle8 // Feb 5, 2007 at 2:45 pm

    I can relate to your frustration. So yes, the feeling sucks big time. But we can only hope for better things to come. Hugs

  • 8 annie // Feb 5, 2007 at 3:42 pm

    hi, irene..
    in everything jz hav faith in God.. cz God’s delay is nt God’s denial.. k.. hope u can cool down.. my friends… wish u have a better day …

  • 9 sweet surrender // Feb 5, 2007 at 10:26 pm

    Well… Thanks for all your messages.

    Annie, first time receive your message in my blog 🙂 Thanks for visiting.

  • 10 The Wheel of Fortune | Sweet Surrender v8.0 // Feb 13, 2007 at 5:00 pm

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